what does he mean?

hey yesterday there was someone sent me a message and it was a song. Pasto - Jujur Aku Tak Sanggup *i love this song so much actually hehe

i didn't know who, but i realized the way typed that person on that message

it was so familiar, and i guessed it was from my ex

and yes! i was right!

hah? i so surprised, why he sent me a message? we have been lost contact for 2 months. what does it mean?

yeah i didn't care about that message

but he sent me a message again which in conclusion he still love me

oh my G0d, i so wanted to told him "that's a bullshit! i don't caaaarreeeee! you pushed me away a long time ago! and now you want me back? what the fvck!"

i know i ever spent my time with him more than a year but i still remember that he ever threw me away!

i know he was lie and i don't care anymore

so i told to Yudha this morning about that yeah he just laughed hahha and that is one of many reasons why i love him so much hahaha

for my ex, actually i don't wanna hurt you yaa but that's me haha