My Dreams Part II

my dreams? it means it more than one hehe

let me to list my dream and give the reasons:

1. I wanna be a student at Indonesia University (UI) in Psychology Faculty or Communication Faculty. because i wanna be a psychologist and i'm so interested with communication

2. I wanna be an announcer in radio in Jakarta. because i love the way Panda talked, Desta, Bekti and the other announcer in Prambors, Trax Fm, OzRadio, etc. i wanna be like them. it is my ambition since i was in Junior School

3. I wanna be a news presenter. It because of my teacher who helped me to found my natural ability. It is my dream that i must to get.

4. I wanna be a vocalist band. Why? Because my hobby is singing. I know my voice isn't great as KD or Rossa, but i love to sing. Very love it. And why i choose to be a vocalist band? Why don't choose solo carrier? Because i know, i am not a girl that love alone ahaha. I love Lenka, Ran, Vierra, Ten2Five, Maroon5, Paramore, Monita, Maliq n de Essential, Alexa, Avril Lavigne, etc. And we will record our songs and then get the label and we'll tour to promote our band hahaha that's so IMPOSSIBLE. But i know and trust that nothing is impossible in this world :)

5. I wanna marry with my Prince Charming. Yeah just like princess, i want he come to me with gentle horse (oh yeaaaah) and ask me to marry him hahhaa just like in fairytale, right? No i'm just kidding hehe.. Of course all of you want to marry. But, i mean in here is marry with the right person. Whoever he is, wherever he from or bla bla bla, i just wanna have a happy ending story with my future. So, for me, i just wanna marry with the Right Person. He doesn't have to be a Prince William look or make the castle for me or buy me a limousine or whatever the sucks things which not give me a guarantee to have a happy life. I wanna marry with the Right Person whom God sent to me and love me just the i way i am and also give me a happy life until the end of my life. That's so dramatic! Hahha but that's my dream :)

So guys, please wish me to reach my dreams.. Don't let me to forget those dreams just because of i can't. Because, nothing is impossible in this world, right?

Wish me luck! :)

Orang Sabar Disayang Allah :)

hahhaa orang sabar disayang Allah? iyalah..

yaaa cuma mau sharing aja nih

kan akhir akhir ini posting gue all about school ya

kan terakhir gue milih yg swasta tu.. nah gue milih pindahnya Juni

itu gue udah pasrah aja tu masuk sekolah itu (sekolah bagus siiih)

nah ternyata, pakde gue mau nolongin gue buat masuk sekolah negeri

dia keliling Jakarta dah tu nyariin sekolah yg bisa nerima gue

dan dapetlah SMA N 71 Jakarta Timur

gue sih awalnya asik asik aja, sekolah bagus tuh

eh ternyata my cousin ga setuju kayanya kalo gue satu sekolah sama dia

yah mungkin risih kali yaaa.. gue kalo jadi dia juga ga mau sih hehe :P

terus ya gue agak ga enak gitu jadinya

yah gue pikir pikir lagi lah jadinya buat nerima tawaran itu

dan akhirnya gue tolak tawaran itu dengan berbagai pertimbangan

yah batal deh masuk sekolah bagus. tapi ga papa lah daripada my cousin keberatan?

eh tiba tiba pakde gue nge wall gitu di fb gue

dia bilang SMA N 12 juga bisa

ya Allaaaaah seneng banget gue

itu sekolahnya ga terlalu jauh dan ada beberapa my old friends disitu

senangnyaaaaaa

dan insya Allah diterima..

amin ya robbal alamin :)

wish me luck yaaaa muach muach :)

already have the decision

finally i will move to Jakarta to SMA Diponegoro 1

yes and i already accepted on there

but the school said that it will be better if i move quickly

but it also will accept me if i move there went i grade 12

actually i'm confuse to make the decision. WHEN is the best?

i already bored in here, but i told you so that the only one reason is my boy

but i don't wanna tell about him now

actually i'm still confuse huhu :(

i don't wanna make a wrong decision

ah i don't know lah

i will think about it again

soooo confuse huhu

what does he mean?

hey yesterday there was someone sent me a message and it was a song. Pasto - Jujur Aku Tak Sanggup *i love this song so much actually hehe

i didn't know who, but i realized the way typed that person on that message

it was so familiar, and i guessed it was from my ex

and yes! i was right!

hah? i so surprised, why he sent me a message? we have been lost contact for 2 months. what does it mean?

yeah i didn't care about that message

but he sent me a message again which in conclusion he still love me

oh my G0d, i so wanted to told him "that's a bullshit! i don't caaaarreeeee! you pushed me away a long time ago! and now you want me back? what the fvck!"

i know i ever spent my time with him more than a year but i still remember that he ever threw me away!

i know he was lie and i don't care anymore

so i told to Yudha this morning about that yeah he just laughed hahha and that is one of many reasons why i love him so much hahaha

for my ex, actually i don't wanna hurt you yaa but that's me haha

God, Help Me

i'm so confuse

yes, it's still about my move

it is so complicated! and about the validation

and now i have to search schools again which can accept me

i don't care anymore its state school or private school. they are same

oh God please help me and my family..

make it easier God..

bilingual

do you know what the title mean?

it means my blog will be a bilingual blog hahaha

ya blog gue jadi 2 bahasa gitu

kalo gue lagi pengen pake bahasa gue ya gue pake

tapi bakal dominan English kok

kan i wanna upgrade my English via blogging

by the way i think it's not too important post haha

look at my style :)

i just designed it last month

i didn't sleep because of it hehe

let's see...

you can make it too just by click HERE

come on let's design your style girls :)

why AGAIN and AGAIN?

destiny destiny destiny

sometimes i hate being like this

sometimes i love being like this

HATE! why God always give me test when i'm high?

maybe i'm guilty if i'm blaming God

just the time...

i love my school this time, so much

i love the forest which in front of the school

just like bolang hahaha

oh God even i haven't take my school's picture huhu

oooh even i haven't go out with my boy yet huhu, but i can fix it hihi

but, sometimes i thought that it will be better if i move faster

because before it's too late, i have to fix my life

i have to study because i'm in grade 11 now and next year i have to face the national examination

and you know what? since i moved to here, i fell i became to a lazy girl

yeaaaaah, i know i already be a lazy girl before i moved to here but since i moved to here, i fell i became a super lazy girl

heeeey i rare study in home noooooow

i know it's my fault but.... yeah you know what laah

oh ya i have to move to Jakarta (again) on this month

i don't know the obvious date, but this month kok

and i will move to SMAN 30 Jakarta

i'm so scare you know..

i'm scare, maybe i will be the stupidest student in that school

i'm scare about my intercourse

i'm scare about my life in there because i don't know i will live with. i'm sick..

i'm scare about my relationship with him

i'm scare if i break up just because of long distance. because he is my happy life i don't wanna break up with him just because of it. i love him

i'm scare... too scare :(

i don't wanna move actually but i must!

i have to through this

i just... i can't say anything again

i'm speechless right now

it's so hard for me to go, and he is the reason why

because I DON'T KNOW WHEN i will meet him again

maybe a year later, 2 years, 3, 4 or maybe 7? i don't know...

oh my God, he'll not beside me when i'm 17

it will be the most horrible birthday for me

how poor i am :(

huhu

Pelatihan Karya Ilmiah Remaja Part 2

yes i'll continue the story

how was that going? full of story guuuuys

Myna and i just like a Bolang

we walked to all over Wawondula

we walked, darl, we walked!

and it happened on 1 - 4 p.m.

oh my God that's unforgettable!

when i gave the questioner to the citizens, i got rejected many times!

i wanted to mad to them but it was so unbelievable

i just knew them at that time, who are they? i don't know...

just like Myna said, "Sabaaaar, orang sabar disayang Tuhan"

yes i just can be patience -,-

argh my skin going darker :(

but, our job was not useless

we got runner up! yihiiii!

and i'll got the prize, you know what?

join the same competition in Bangkaaaaa!

and if i win on that competition, i will get the big prize : i can choose anything faculty that i want (except medical faculty) in all state university in all over Indonesia, oh GOSH!

but i never get that prize :(

i'll tell you later

XOXO

21 Guns - Greenday

Do you know what's worth fighting for?

When it's not worth dying for?

Does it take your breath away

And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?

And you look for a place to hide?

Did someone break your heart inside?

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms, give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control

And your thoughts have taken their toll

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass

And the hangover doesn't pass

Nothing's ever built to last

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms, give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own

When you burned down the house and home?

Did you stand too close to the fire

Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die

And you can't get another try

Something inside this heart has died

You're in ruins

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms, give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms, give up the fight

One, 21 guns

Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Songwriters: Armstrong, Billie Joe; Bowie, David; Pritchard, Michael; Wright, Frank E., Iii;

Officially Yours - Craig David

[Intro]

Oh yeah yes

La da day, la da day

La da da da da oh

[Verse 1]

Thinkin' how the story goes

You're helpless and I'm wishin'

Put the film inside my mind

But there's a big scene that I'm missin'

As I re-read my lines

I think I said this, I should've said that

Did you edit me out of your mind

'Cos in a flash you had disappeared, gone (gone)

Before the curtain falls

And we act this out again

Maybe I should risk it all and state

[Chorus]

That I'm officially going on the record

To say I'm in love with you

I'm officially everything you hope that I would be

This time I'll tell the truth

I'm officially wrong I know

For letting you go the way I did

Unconditionally more than I ever was before

I'm officially yours

La da day, la da day

La da da da da oh

[Verse 2]

Travellin' down this road again

Gotta make a few decisions

Don't want you to feel this hurt again

That's why I'm hopin' that you'll listen

If you let me press rewind

I'll rehearse every word I should have said

'Cos girl I'm ready to make things right

Here on this stage so we can move on (on)

And before the curtain falls

And we act this out again

Missin' pieces I'll resolve so stay

[Chorus]

I'm officially going on the record

To say I'm in love with you

I'm officially everything you hope that I would be

This time I'll tell the truth

I'm officially wrong I know

For letting you go the way I did

Unconditionally more than I ever was before

[Bridge]

Things I should have said

Like I appreciate the time that I spend with you

Inspire me with the smile I put on your pretty face

My world comes alive, now I know (now I know it babe)

This time I'm not letting go

'Cos I'm officially yours (oh oh)

[Chorus]

Officially everything you hope that I would be

This time I'll tell the truth

I'm officially wrong I know

For letting you go the way I did

Unconditionally more than I ever was before

I'm officially going on the record

To say I'm in love with you

I'm officially everything you hope that I would be

This time I'll tell the truth

I'm officially wrong I know

For letting you go the way I did

Unconditionally more than I ever was before

[Outro]

Girl I'm unconditionally yours (oh yeah)

Officially yours, your man (La da day, la da day, la da day)

Girl I'm unconditionally yours (La da da da da oh)

Officially yours, I am

Girl I'm unconditionally yours (listen what I'm tryna say)

Officially yours, your man (oh oh)

Girl I'm unconditionally yours

Officially yours, I am

i miss youuu

oooh long time no see my blog unyu unyuuuu haha

it almost a month i didn't write my blog

it because of my activity hihi i'm so sorry my dear blog

oh ya i will tell you aaaaaanything on the next blog hehe