sometimes i hate being like this
sometimes i love being like this
HATE! why God always give me test when i'm high?
maybe i'm guilty if i'm blaming God
just the time...
i love my school this time, so much
i love the forest which in front of the school
just like bolang hahaha
oh God even i haven't take my school's picture huhu
oooh even i haven't go out with my boy yet huhu, but i can fix it hihi
but, sometimes i thought that it will be better if i move faster
because before it's too late, i have to fix my life
i have to study because i'm in grade 11 now and next year i have to face the national examination
and you know what? since i moved to here, i fell i became to a lazy girl
yeaaaaah, i know i already be a lazy girl before i moved to here but since i moved to here, i fell i became a super lazy girl
heeeey i rare study in home noooooow
i know it's my fault but.... yeah you know what laah
oh ya i have to move to Jakarta (again) on this month
i don't know the obvious date, but this month kok
and i will move to SMAN 30 Jakarta
i'm so scare you know..
i'm scare, maybe i will be the stupidest student in that school
i'm scare about my intercourse
i'm scare about my life in there because i don't know i will live with. i'm sick..
i'm scare about my relationship with him
i'm scare if i break up just because of long distance. because he is my happy life i don't wanna break up with him just because of it. i love him
i'm scare... too scare :(
i don't wanna move actually but i must!
i have to through this
i just... i can't say anything again
i'm speechless right now
it's so hard for me to go, and he is the reason why
because I DON'T KNOW WHEN i will meet him again
maybe a year later, 2 years, 3, 4 or maybe 7? i don't know...
oh my God, he'll not beside me when i'm 17
it will be the most horrible birthday for me
how poor i am :(
huhu
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